Move on

2007-01-13T20:56:00.000-08:00

hais...now feeling very depressed...haiz...i wonder why in all guys i have been with.why are u the only person that can make me happy..sometimes.i really tried my very best already to make u happy in all ways.i cant understand it.why do have to leave me.everytime, i pray,wishing you was with me.its always studies.i hate it...haiz....so depressed.no one even cares about me.feel like dying..maybe studying is jus as rubbish for me but not for u...i always care...for the one i love most.its you....im not going to study anymore.no studies better.run away from home...sighh....i cant ever find a better person like you.u always promise to me that u wouldnt wan to break with me...and yet u did again..of course my heart was broken..very pain.as if it was a knife poking through it.so sad....here again typing this..its no use...u shouldnt have known me earlier.T.T...someday, u will really regret being without me..people makes mistakes,do you?....i guess not....since im done through it,i guess having you after all is jus like a joke to you.crying ....it hurts me..u dont even wan to call , or message or talk...that is call avoiding me..i wish i had a bf that can understands me in all situation....friends are always important to you than me..wat the fuck must i go through this thing......I HATE MYSELF, MY LIFE,most of all....i hate love!!!!!!!......guys are so in to studies...i dont wan to feel the pain anymore...

to the one i love - u will regret someday.im sure about it..thats the end of us.
death from me. 7/6/06

2006

2006-12-26T06:19:00.000-08:00

hi peeps...=) im back to blogging.. im 15 already..hahas..phew...gona make my ic soon....next year sec 4 ler...time is always passing too fast.alright..gtg slp..humphh.....see ya soon...bye

2006-11-14T18:42:00.000-08:00

ok...>.< such a boring holidays. i cant seem to find something to do ...i tried applying for a job in mac and delifrance...=.= they said i need to be at least 15 and i haven got my Ic yet.._._" hmm..mapling this few days and having more camps..maple lvl 58 going 59. very sian.i got nothing to say ler..hmm...maybe i'll blog once every 2-3 months..see you..

BAD DAY?

2006-10-06T19:44:00.000-07:00

hmm..haiz...exams started.-.- bored.

this monday having exams till next week i tink...nothing much to type..im so lazy..yesterday after english paper 2 went to jurong with norman,lp,sy and ch...went there to fix lp mp3 player...walking distance very far...almost 2.4km..we walked over there den went to IMM..sy was perspiring ...then we went shopping there...bought earrings n more...=.= 3 hrs time...went to bugis street..bought clothes n the square sling bag...maybe zinc is better..wanted to buy the le coq sportif sling but difficult to find..>.< i will not blog always...to lazy..3 more months im in sec 4...omg..time passes fast...around 7.30 i went 2 meet 9 persons downstairs sy house...bought the candles n fire crackers...sianz..this year like not much fun...played until 11.30pm..=.= then the other school ppl anyhow throw 1 fire cracker over my head..was so angry...wanted to shout..but an adult woman help me scold them and 1 of my friend...cause the fire cracker explode beside me...bloody hell...=@ they wanted to make those loud explosion using fire crackers....damn ******* angry...=x

2006-09-17T05:44:00.000-07:00

hie~...i am here...hmm..i jus went to the toilet...stomach pain..haha..hmm...going to study now...exams coming...going to be sec 4 next year..sobs sobs..im a aunty so0n...Arghh...gtg do stuffs...boring...=.= buai buai =D MUACKS!

2006-09-07T05:11:00.000-07:00

hohoho...
=.= ello again...im eating my dinner now....poor thing the crocodile man passed away...hais..
anyway...god will Bless us..haha =]...tmr will be having survivorthon in school at 8pm till next day...today went for police knowledge in "Changkat Changi secondary" ...sigh...hate that security guard...anyhow scold outsider...he said " dont wan come in then go out lah"..sarah,jia ling,syahidah and me was like wat the fuck...we never do anything wrong...=.= KILL THAT SECURITY GUARD..-security dog..lol..i dont care...the lecture was damn boring...imagine its like 8.30am to 4.30pm...very hot in the hall also..CCHY better..got air-con..=] i never really listen to it..i was drawing and playing hangman in the piece of paper with my friends. tmr hv test ler...hope i pass to get the badge..just quickly end everything...

-Why you make me cry JB SIR!!! >.<

2006-08-29T05:59:00.000-07:00

HI!

hmm..on thursday we are getting back our report cards!!..Oh SHIT!! =x im afraid that my marks would not be up to my expectations..=.=...ARGHH..its also aces day this thursday..HAPPY EARLY TEACHERS DAY...arghh..sneezing...will start studying at 9pm..im so tired..slept in class during mother tongue lessons...sleepy me...wore my contact lenses in the morning and this time i was really fast putting it on..usually put it for 15 mins...maybe im use to it..so 2 mins can already..WOO......ok..online in msn now but non of them is chatting with me.....

REMINDER TO ALL SEC 1,2,3 NPCC CADETS WITH SWIMMING CERT OR LIFE-SAVING CERT ARE TO BRING THEIR PHOTOCOPIED CERT ON SEPT 8...

2006-08-25T06:06:00.000-07:00

hihi ppl...today is npcc games day in school..

was the group 2 ic..aiyo..i dont really know wat to say..
so pai seh..=x...but in the end i am not ps...
played a few games today..
dont really like the first game..that one is the ice breaker
sucks lor..=x....hmm...the rest all fun...i just hope all sec 1's hv fun
omg..i still owe my group the ferrero rocher chocolate...omg...must start saving
haha..=p
so many ppl look at my eyes =.= [nothing special]
den the jb sir say..u wear contact lense arh..i say.. yr problem arh
lol..im evil..=x..

the sirs say duno when will get the instructor t-shirt..need to pay leh
so expensive..=.=
nvm..
anyway... i love you!!!..lol..hehe

Mo0dy daY

2006-08-13T09:40:00.000-07:00

haiss..=.=
im so moody.. the time now is 12.45am.
i haven touch any of my hwks =x..i just hope i would study again.i kept playing that maple story..i know its kind of "lame" and "childish".. but its just to addictive.i have been playing it since june 11. O.O hahax i still remember the date..went online for 15 mins. i dont wish to sleep at all. Last wednesday went out with my frens...we went to see the fireworks near the city hall..but...the building was blocking..=.="...for about 30 mins..we were so fed-up that we went shopping..bought a blouse from samuel&kevin..haha..me,lj&lp bought the same ones..=p.

i love it!!!! im loving it

2006-07-28T20:23:00.000-07:00

Hahahaa...lol..days are passing really fast..went to look through youtube today..saw the cchb memories thing...so nice...haha. you all can add me in youtube..coolhoney91..hahas...national day is coming soon!!...hmm..you can see through there...lols..=p..i have nothing much to talk..haha..please tag m0re ppl...by the way...my 2nd com is coming today...excited..8 more mins. WOO HOO!!!...CCHY IS SO NICE!!! love it!

2006-07-24T18:21:00.000-07:00

In the com lab..so boring..im surfing quite long...the cpa teacher nv come t0day..=.=
finally know that YC is a birdy?..whaha..Qt is a cutie..hmm
doing the cpa thingy now..cya.. teacher staring at me..omg..

P0StinG!!! RACial HarM0ny? HAPPY DAY?

2006-07-21T08:45:00.000-07:00

today was racial harmony day...=.=
no costume to wear sia....next year probably..=D
okays..today I have my posting in npcc...guess...=]..im from the admin dep.lols
then..the sec 1's & 2's start calling me mam sia...WHAHAHA...i was so shock!!..cause it was the sirs that asks them to call us that..=p glad..wonder when are we getting our instructor T's.
O0h wells.we have to wait.X)
after the activities it was time to go home.around 6 plus?..haha..den i was the PC sia!!..parade commandant...im so HAPPY!!..FEel s0 GREAT and MaD AB0Ut It!!
that was the first time im doing it..very paiseh!!..lols..ok..but then its not always i can stand there and shout like mad?..=.=" too ps!!..haha..shall end here.. tc.

HI PEOPLE!!

2006-07-20T02:25:00.000-07:00

okie...im here again..testing to blog here...hehex..=p
seriously,time is passing really fast.
people says i'm sec 1? =.=
do i look like one? HAHA
... anyway..
that first pic i upload there
with my friends in Kallang theatre around 10 plus?..=D
was watching the drum performances from other schools and CCHY!!
whee~~HIP HIP???...>>HURRAY!!!!
haha...i will try posting more.. cya guys!

MY NEW WEBSITE

2006-07-20T02:17:00.000-07:00

hello people!...this is my new website from now on.PLEASE kindly add it.=D
sorry for not blogging for a LONG TIME!..=.=
was busy with stuffs...
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Thanks!